Someone asked me why did I choose to call myself Literary Nobody. While I don’t literally call myself that as I have a name but I adopted that moniker based on my position in the literary world. I have none. Also I named myself that because I realize where I stand in relation to God. He is the only SOMEBODY in my eyes.
Since I started trying to break into freelancing I have discovered that it takes a certain amount of ego to really become visible. While I possess enough of it to have the nerve to write and think someone is going to find it interesting enough to read I have no delusions of grandeur. I’m quote-unquote living the dream as far as I’m concerned. I’m writing and I’m being read. I’m happy for that. Unfortunately we live in a world where any amount of achievement is met with such accolades that the subject begins to develop an over inflated opinion of his or her self. That’s no good. Reason is we all have the same eventuality.
Don’t get me wrong, I believe in myself. In a span of a couple months I have turned nothing (my freelance writer status) into something. I’m very proud of that. I did it on my own. Motivated myself as well as been my own cheerleader most of the time. I have a long way to go but my confidence is up that I can keep progressing. I am a big believer in the fact that you CAN do anything you set your mind to. My point though is that recognizing your position– even if you excel at what you do– as a “nobody” will keep you humble.
It always amazes me when I see artists, musicians, actors, sports figures, etc talking about themselves as if the defied the laws of creation and made themselves into a force that is immune to the things that we all face in life. I am by no means saying have low self-esteem. I’m just saying remember that in the grand scheme of things, in relation to the rest of the world, in relation to the one who created us, we are all nobodies. No matter what it is you are pursuing. I try to remember that daily. If we do that we will be “somebodies” where it really matters.
Somebody’s Speak