Marcus Everett fidgeted with his tie as he stood before the mirror.
“Loop it right, under, then over, ah! I can never get this right,” he said to himself.
He struggled to remember how his father taught him to tie it. After several tries he was finally successful. He eyed his reflection.
“Not bad,” he said with a grin.
He wanted it to look perfect. Today was a very important day. He heard keys jingling and realized his older brother Damon was at his front door. Since they were kids Marcus and his brother were close, and now they lived in the same building. He often came home and found Damon and one of his many girlfriends’ in his apartment. He had learned to tolerate Damon’s frequent visits because he was away at college several months of the year and only returned home for weekends, but now he had graduated. He made a mental note to lay down new rules now that he was home.
“Yo! D,” Marcus yelled. His big brother walked in bouncing a basketball.
Damon whistled, “Wow man, you look sharp as a tack. The ladies are gonna love you.”
Marcus laughed, “Man, I’m not trying to impress the ladies. I need to impress Mr. Jacobs.”
David Jacobs was Vice-President of Synergy Corp. He had offered Marcus a job with his company as soon as he got his degree in accounting. All his hard work was finally paying off. Long hours in the library and weekends spent studying instead of partying. Damon scoffed one Saturday night when he came in Marcus’ apartment and found him pouring over his textbooks.
“Man, do you do anything besides study?” He asked.
“I have to study hard Damon, so I can get my degree and get a good job.” Marcus replied.
“You’re goin’ about it the wrong way little brother. I always told you Poindexter that you need a hustle to make it in this world. You ain’t never gonna make no money workin’ for somebody else. You need to do what I do.”
“What do you do Damon?” Marcus retorted.
“I do whatever it takes. I don’t need no white man to cut me a check. I make my money. Tax free.” Damon laughed.
“I don’t want to do anything illegal. I like my freedom.”
“Man, what you talkin’ about? I’m free.”
“Yeah, for now. ” Marcus mumbled.
“Little brother, I’m going to always be free. I ain’t ever going to jail. No way. I’d die first before I’d go to jail.” Damon said. He lifted his t-shirt to show Marcus the 9mm. handgun that he kept in his waistband. The expression on his brother’s face showed that he was serious. Marcus cringed at the thought. The sound of Damon bouncing the basketball brought him back to reality.
“Bro, I don’t think you have to worry about impressing Mr. Jacobs.” Damon chimed.
“Thank you for your support man,” Marcus replied.
“You don’t have to worry because they ain’t gonna give it to you.” Damon laughed and pretended to make a jump shot. He accidentally let go of the ball and it bounced off the wall hitting him in the head. Marcus snickered.
Damon scowled, “Anyway man, you know there ain’t no way they gonna give that job to a black man. He gonna take one look at you and change his mind.”
Marcus looked at his brother, “Man, why is everything race with you?’
Damon smacked his lips, “Because everything is race, little brother.”
“Damon my skin color has nothing to do with anything. I worked hard for this.”
“Man, say what you will, but you know I’m right,” Damon continued, “So while you go beg the man for a job, I’m gonna keep making real money. Later Bro,” he said and walked back to his apartment.
Marcus checked his watch, it was 1:20 pm and his appointment was at 2:00. He grabbed his briefcase and hurried out to his car. He turned the key in the ignition, nothing happened. He tried it again. It was dead. Marcus looked at his watch; it was almost 1:30. He jumped out the car and ran into his brothers’ apartment.
“Hey man I need to borrow your car, mine won’t start.”
“I was about to go handle some business little bro.” Damon said as he was getting dressed.
“Please man, I never ask to borrow it. I can’t miss this appointment with Mr. Jacobs.”
Damon saw how anxious his brother was. He hesitated for a second, and then threw him the keys. “Don’t scratch it,” he said.
Marcus caught the keys, “Thanks man, I won’t, and I’ll bring it back soon as I’m done,” and quickly ran out the door. He jumped in his brothers’ car and took off.
His brother drove a brand new black SUV. Damon would say Marcus could be driving one instead of his old beat up Ford Taurus. Marcus remembered the day Damon picked him up from college in it.
“Fresh off the lot little Bro.” Damon bragged as they drove the thirty minutes from the dorm to their apartment building. “Twenty-inch rims with spinners, sound system, tinted windows, a GPS, and a DVD player.”
“How can you afford this?” Marcus inquired.
“Are you gonna be book smart and street dumb all your life? I had some really big deals go down. I paid cash for this ride,” Damon informed him.
Marcus looked at Damon and wondered how he and his brother were raised the same way but had become so different. Their parents were both professionals, their mother a nurse and their father a local businessman. They encouraged he and Damon to go to college and get a degree. But Damon always liked to make fast money. He did graduate high school just to please their parents, but since then he made his money dealing drugs. He was notorious in their city for it. How he had managed to avoid jail and stay alive was a mystery to Marcus. Many nights Damon would recount to him stories about drug deals gone wrong and his narrowly escaping arrest. Marcus worried about his brother.
“Man, aren’t you worried that one day all this stuff you’re doing is going to catch up with you?” Marcus asked him one night after Damon told him how he had been the target of a drive-by shooting.
“Man, what you worrying about me for? You ain’t got nothing to worry about. Nothing is gonna happen to me little bro. I won’t let it.” That’s what worried him.
Marcus pulled up to an immense office building. On the lawn was a large gold statue that read, “Synergy Corporation”. He smiled to himself as he got out the car and walked into the busy building.
A petite blonde receptionist greeted him warmly, “May I help you?”
“Yes Ma’am, I’m here to meet with Mr. Jacobs. I have a 2:00 appointment.”
The receptionist scanned the appointment book. “Yes, Mr. Everett. I’ll let him know. You can have a seat right over there,” she said motioning to the main foyer.
“Thank you,” Marcus said.
He walked over to a row of brown leather wingback chairs and sat down in one. He looked around and saw three large plasma TV’s on the wall of the reception area. One scrolled stock quotes, the other CNN, and the third was a local news channel. On a mahogany table in the center of the seating area were various magazines; Fortune, Time and U.S. News and World Report. He reached to pick one up when the receptionist said; “Mr. Jacobs will see you now.”
Marcus walked down a long corridor that led to a large office.
Mr. Jacobs approached him with his hand outstretched, “Marcus, I’m David Jacobs. I’m so glad to finally meet you. Have a seat.”
Marcus shook his hand and sat down in a large chair in front of his desk.
“Marcus,” he began, “your letters of recommendation are very impressive. Your professor said that you were his best student and your work ethic was impeccable. You are exactly the kind of young man that we want here at Synergy Corp. Of course your position will be entry-level. You will start as an assistant to one of our senior associates, and work your way up. Here is a copy of our benefits packages as well as your necessary tax documents,” Mr. Jacob’s said handing him a stack of paperwork. He continued, “My secretary will set up another appointment for you and we will work out the details. There’s no doubt in my mind that you’ll fit right in here at Synergy Corp.”
“Thank you so much, Mr. Jacobs,” Marcus gushed.
Marcus left Mr. Jacobs’ office beaming ear to ear. He couldn’t wait to tell Damon that he was wrong. His being black didn’t keep Mr. Jacobs from giving him the job. He pulled up to their apartment still beaming. He turned the car off and sat there for a moment. This was the first day of the rest of his life, he thought.
Marcus breathed a deep satisfied sigh and reached for the door handle. As he did he heard tires screech. A blue car with dark tinted windows had come to a sudden stop behind Damon’s. He turned to look back and heard a loud pop. A man wearing a gray ski mask was pointing a gun at Damon’s car. Before he could react he heard another loud pop and glass shattered all around him. The man walked up to Damon’s car and shot point blank at Marcus. Pop. Pop. Pop. Pop. Then silence. The shooter jumped back in the car and sped off.
Marcus sat there bewildered as to what had happened. Twenty-three years worth of images flashed through his mind: His mother’s face smiling at him; his dad teaching him to tie a tie; he and Damon laughing and talking in his apartment; his college graduation; the appointment with Mr. Jacobs; and a man pointing a gun at him. Remembering, Marcus looked down and saw blood on his clothes but he didn’t feel any pain.
Damon had heard the shots and came running out the building.
“Oh my god! Marcus?” he yelled.
He ran up to the car and there laid his little brother with a hole in his chest and blood was pouring out of it. His eyes were open. Something in the seat next to Marcus caught Damon’s attention. There, splattered with Marcus’ blood, was his paperwork from Synergy Corp. Damon picked it up and looked at it.
He shook his head, “You got that job,” he said crying, “I was wrong Marcus, all this time I should have been more like you. I’m so proud of you and everything you’ve done. I wanted to set a good example for you, but I was in it too deep. You were on the right road man. You set the example for me little bro. I promise I’m gonna do whatever it takes to get out of this life.”
Marcus wanted to tell him that he was okay but when he tried to speak blood came out of his mouth instead. He felt like he needed to yawn, he was very sleepy. Damon could see him struggling to keep his eyes open. He watched as Marcus heaved a heavy sigh and exhaled his last breath.
He shook his little brother and yelled at him, “No, you can’t die man!”
Damon tried to perform CPR on him but it was no use. Marcus was dead. He laid his head on Marcus’ chest sobbing. He carefully cradled his little brother in his arms. He said, “I am so sorry little brother. This should have been me man, not you.”
Marcus’ fears had been realized. Damon’s lifestyle had caught up with him. But Marcus was the one who paid the price. With his life.
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